Wednesday, October 05, 2005
October 5, 2005~~~ 20 Days Post OP
I am still having troubles. I started to walk but I can not get far. My right leg is giving my fits. It is spasming still. I am trying to stretch the muscles and the nerves out to help stop this but my best efforts are not working. I want to start some Yoga or pilot's maybe these will help. I don't know. I go back to the doctor next Monday and he will set me up with Physical Therapy.
On September 23, We were informed that my husbands Grandmother was in the hospital and that she wasn't doing good. We have been told that she wasn't doing good before but we went. She had a systemic Infection and the doctors did not know where it was. But they gave her antibiotics to kill the infection. Saturday late afternoon she had a massive heart attack. One that most people don't come back from. But she did. She was in a coma though. About 1 hour later, the doctor pronounced her dead. They left her in her room while we waited out side for Father Stephen from our church to come and bless her body. While waiting, one of the daughters went up stairs to tell her good bye and Amazingly, she was breathing on her own. We all went up stairs and sat in the room. The doctor was amazed. We were shocked. How could the doctor be so wrong and cruel??!!
She remained in a coma, no machines hooked up to her until Sunday at 5:45 pm.
Her funeral was on Thursday, September 29, 2005. This was 2 weeks Post OP for me. What a difficult day.
I have been battling some depression and having trouble controlling my eating. I have not journaled since Sunday. I don't even know how many Meals I have eaten each day and I know each was probable not on plan. And the scale is showing it. I am up from 207 on September 26 to 207 on October 1 and today on October 5, I am at 211.
I have get my act together! I can not let my self slip back to where I was. But I just can not control my eating.
What do I do?
On September 23, We were informed that my husbands Grandmother was in the hospital and that she wasn't doing good. We have been told that she wasn't doing good before but we went. She had a systemic Infection and the doctors did not know where it was. But they gave her antibiotics to kill the infection. Saturday late afternoon she had a massive heart attack. One that most people don't come back from. But she did. She was in a coma though. About 1 hour later, the doctor pronounced her dead. They left her in her room while we waited out side for Father Stephen from our church to come and bless her body. While waiting, one of the daughters went up stairs to tell her good bye and Amazingly, she was breathing on her own. We all went up stairs and sat in the room. The doctor was amazed. We were shocked. How could the doctor be so wrong and cruel??!!
She remained in a coma, no machines hooked up to her until Sunday at 5:45 pm.
Her funeral was on Thursday, September 29, 2005. This was 2 weeks Post OP for me. What a difficult day.
I have been battling some depression and having trouble controlling my eating. I have not journaled since Sunday. I don't even know how many Meals I have eaten each day and I know each was probable not on plan. And the scale is showing it. I am up from 207 on September 26 to 207 on October 1 and today on October 5, I am at 211.
I have get my act together! I can not let my self slip back to where I was. But I just can not control my eating.
What do I do?
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